You sucked. I hated you. You were by far the worst year of my life. More bad, depressing shit happened in 2009 than in any other year, except maybe for '05. I wasted 9 months of this year with a guy who, aside from making me cry every other day, spending all my money, and trashing my stuff- finally admitted what I always suspected- that he has always thought I was fat & ugly and was only with me cause he thought he was 'supposed' to be. I haven't been able to hold a job, I got even fatter, and I hate myself more than I ever have in my entire life.
I've given a lot of thought to 2010 & what I'll do differently.
1. I'm gonna learn math.
When I was in school, I excelled in every subject EXCEPT math. The school told my parents I had an Einstein-level IQ. I tested highest in my grade in science from 6th grade onward & was considered gifted. Biology was FUN for me. And don't even get me started on English class. My 11th grade teacher once said it would be a crime if I didn't become a writer. I can spell ANY word in the English language, even words I've never heard before(It's almost savant-esque). I can learn to read & write a whole new alphabet within days(I taught myself Cyrillic in 2 days). I even get PHYSICS for Chrissakes- but I'm practically LD in math. I can do the basic functions but beyond pre-algebra I'm useless. It's not that I can't learn it- I can learn ANY mathematical functions but for some reason I will invariably forget it within 5 minutes. Well, @#$% that. I'm sick of feeling mildly terrified everytime I think about numbers. I'm gonna learn math once & for all, goddamnit. I'll start with algebra. Thats 2010's math goal- learn algebra to the point where I can solve any algebraic equation without help. And if I achieve this goal before the year is out- I'll start on geometry next. After that- who knows! Calculus, trig, etc. There are no limits. Screw being a math-tard. I wanna be a well-rounded geek.
2. I'm gonna lose weight.
Since 07, I have gained 40 pounds. FORTY POUNDS. If I don't lose weight, I WILL commit suicide. No more fatty foods, no more Big Gulp trifectas every day, no more not giving a shit what I look like. I'm gonna get hot if I have to become bulimic, damnit.
3. I'm going to cease self-destructive behaviors. (Yes, I realize the irony of this statement after the last sentence of #2)
No more going back to bad exes just cause I wanna see if 'love' can solve our problems. The thought "But he LOVES me!" will be forever forbidden from entering my mind. No more doing 'nice' things to people who I KNOW won't appreciate it. No more associating with losers. And no more not taking care of my body. This ties into the previous goal. I'm going to eat better & take various nutritional supplements. I'm only 29 but my joints already hurt & I feel sluggish all the time. It's time to do something about it. I don't wanna be 40 years old with the body of a 60 year old.
4. I am going to CHERISH my real friends.
Matt, Tiffany, Steve, Ted(just to name a few), etc- I will NEVER again disappear from your lives. You have all been too tolerant of my flakiness and I promise I will never pull that shit on you again no matter what.
That's all I can think of for now. Any suggestions?
Monday, December 28, 2009
Friday, December 25, 2009
"Look at me now, asshole!"
So I'm sitting here bored out of my mind watching Maury, and today's topic is 'former geeks'. AKA- Attention whores who were made fun of in school & never got over it cause they're stupid. They come on the show to show off how great they turned out despite their 'hardships', kind of a one-upsmanship to their bullies. It's always the same- The women come prancing out in stripper clothes with fake boobs, tranny makeup, and a spray tan. Most of the time they ARE strippers. The men come out wearing leather pants, cowboy hats, and douchey tribal tats, covered in oil & flexing their moobs. They are usually strippers too. NEVER have I seen a show where the former nerds turn out really rich or successful, they always just get a bunny ranch makeover & expect people to be impressed.
There's this walking STD on there right now who went from a normal looking bespectacled girl to a fake-titted, bleach blond whore. She skips out from backstage in her exquisite lucite heels, wiggling her water balloons, and starts telling poor Maury how she dropped out of school because she was so embarrassed by her flat chest & frizzy hair. Then they bring out some guy she liked who didn't like her back, & she starts YELLING AT HIM, and demands that he kneel down & apologize to her. She kept shouting "You know you would kill for a chance with me NOW!" He just laughed at her & said he still wouldn't touch her with someone else's dick. His exact words were "I don't think so. It's about more than looks." HA! She replies with "Psssh, wha-eva! Its ok cause I don't even THINK about you anymore!" Um, bitch, you brought the guy on national TV just to bitch him out for not ga-googidying your ga-shmoigity 10 years ago!
The next one is literally a PROSTITUTE. She proudly states that she's the head 'courtesan'(hooker) at the 'Kit Kat Ranch'(whorehouse) & gives sex advice to Esquire magazine(which I'm sure goes something like "Always get the cash UP FRONT, honey!"). Gee, the popular guy who made fun of her braces back in 5th grade is gonna feel SOOOO stupid when he sees how great she turned out! Cause she's not just some pathetic slut who only feels alive when there's a dick in her ass, oh no- she's SOMEBODY now. /sarcasm.
God these people are pathetic. Do they really take childish teasing that seriously? You know, I got made fun of in school too, everyone did at one point, but you GET OVER IT. You don't hold on to every name you got called in 5th grade well into your adult years. People who feel the need to get revenge on everyone who called them 4-eyes back when they were 12 should seek professional help. I'm starting to think the only reason Maury even does this show anymore is just so he can laugh at these oxygen thieves.
There's this walking STD on there right now who went from a normal looking bespectacled girl to a fake-titted, bleach blond whore. She skips out from backstage in her exquisite lucite heels, wiggling her water balloons, and starts telling poor Maury how she dropped out of school because she was so embarrassed by her flat chest & frizzy hair. Then they bring out some guy she liked who didn't like her back, & she starts YELLING AT HIM, and demands that he kneel down & apologize to her. She kept shouting "You know you would kill for a chance with me NOW!" He just laughed at her & said he still wouldn't touch her with someone else's dick. His exact words were "I don't think so. It's about more than looks." HA! She replies with "Psssh, wha-eva! Its ok cause I don't even THINK about you anymore!" Um, bitch, you brought the guy on national TV just to bitch him out for not ga-googidying your ga-shmoigity 10 years ago!
The next one is literally a PROSTITUTE. She proudly states that she's the head 'courtesan'(hooker) at the 'Kit Kat Ranch'(whorehouse) & gives sex advice to Esquire magazine(which I'm sure goes something like "Always get the cash UP FRONT, honey!"). Gee, the popular guy who made fun of her braces back in 5th grade is gonna feel SOOOO stupid when he sees how great she turned out! Cause she's not just some pathetic slut who only feels alive when there's a dick in her ass, oh no- she's SOMEBODY now. /sarcasm.
God these people are pathetic. Do they really take childish teasing that seriously? You know, I got made fun of in school too, everyone did at one point, but you GET OVER IT. You don't hold on to every name you got called in 5th grade well into your adult years. People who feel the need to get revenge on everyone who called them 4-eyes back when they were 12 should seek professional help. I'm starting to think the only reason Maury even does this show anymore is just so he can laugh at these oxygen thieves.
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Phone Wars Pt. 1- debunking the "App Store" argument.
"There's an app for that!"
Ah, the smartphone wars of 2009. WebOS, Blackberry, iPhone, Android, Windows Mobile, etc. The hot topic lately has been "app stores", the little application repositories on your phone that show you a catalog of apps available for your device. The most famous one is the iPhone's, in fact, that's where the header comes from & what this post will mainly be bashing. The iPhone commercials show a yuppie's thumb scrolling through the screens of his iPhone, saying stuff like "Wanna find the nearest Starbucks? There's an app for that!". Personally, I don't see the point of taking up space with a whole damn app whose sole purpose is just to find a bleeding coffee shop when google Maps works just fine(but don't tell the proles that, right Apple?). But whatever babies, have your bottle I guess. Anywho- to the point. Lots of clods on the intarwebs are making the argument that Windows Mobile "doesn't have as many apps as Android & iPhone". To which I say- Um, are you idiots living in a CAVE? WinMo has COUNTLESS apps, they're just not all arranged in a neat little dolt-friendly app store. Oh, it has an app store(Microsoft Marketplace), but it's still in its infancy with not many entries. It will grow, but in the meantime- THE ENTIRE INTERNET IS YOUR APP STORE! Ever heard of Google? Any app in the world can be found there. Need a specific program, hop on Google from pocket IE or Opera & look for it! If you NEED an app store to find programs for your phone, well then, you're just dumb. Sorry.
WinMo has been around for THIRTEEN YEARS, your precious iPhones & Androids have only been around since 07. WinMo is like a cockroach- It has stood the test of time & remained largely unchanged since it's inception. Hardly a "dying OS", as some snobs are saying. And it will be around long after all the other fads cool off. No, it's not flashy(though it can be made to be), but it's the most capable, customizable OS in the world. It's basically a little computer in your pocket, hence the term 'Pocket PC'. But if you value pot finders, iTunes, and fart apps over all else, then by all means defect to an iPhone.
The "app store" & WM's age are just more frivolous arguments against WinMo. "Ew, it's OLD & has no apps!" Fuck you, buddy. WinMo is TOO GOOD for the likes of you. I hate you. (Pardon my language)
And that concludes Pt. 1 of the technology series in the 'Stuff that makes Mila's blood boil' saga.
Ah, the smartphone wars of 2009. WebOS, Blackberry, iPhone, Android, Windows Mobile, etc. The hot topic lately has been "app stores", the little application repositories on your phone that show you a catalog of apps available for your device. The most famous one is the iPhone's, in fact, that's where the header comes from & what this post will mainly be bashing. The iPhone commercials show a yuppie's thumb scrolling through the screens of his iPhone, saying stuff like "Wanna find the nearest Starbucks? There's an app for that!". Personally, I don't see the point of taking up space with a whole damn app whose sole purpose is just to find a bleeding coffee shop when google Maps works just fine(but don't tell the proles that, right Apple?). But whatever babies, have your bottle I guess. Anywho- to the point. Lots of clods on the intarwebs are making the argument that Windows Mobile "doesn't have as many apps as Android & iPhone". To which I say- Um, are you idiots living in a CAVE? WinMo has COUNTLESS apps, they're just not all arranged in a neat little dolt-friendly app store. Oh, it has an app store(Microsoft Marketplace), but it's still in its infancy with not many entries. It will grow, but in the meantime- THE ENTIRE INTERNET IS YOUR APP STORE! Ever heard of Google? Any app in the world can be found there. Need a specific program, hop on Google from pocket IE or Opera & look for it! If you NEED an app store to find programs for your phone, well then, you're just dumb. Sorry.
WinMo has been around for THIRTEEN YEARS, your precious iPhones & Androids have only been around since 07. WinMo is like a cockroach- It has stood the test of time & remained largely unchanged since it's inception. Hardly a "dying OS", as some snobs are saying. And it will be around long after all the other fads cool off. No, it's not flashy(though it can be made to be), but it's the most capable, customizable OS in the world. It's basically a little computer in your pocket, hence the term 'Pocket PC'. But if you value pot finders, iTunes, and fart apps over all else, then by all means defect to an iPhone.
The "app store" & WM's age are just more frivolous arguments against WinMo. "Ew, it's OLD & has no apps!" Fuck you, buddy. WinMo is TOO GOOD for the likes of you. I hate you. (Pardon my language)
And that concludes Pt. 1 of the technology series in the 'Stuff that makes Mila's blood boil' saga.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Dweeby $3 solution to the missing Touch Pro 2 flash!
As all TP2 users know, the omission of the beloved camera flash from the phone has been a thorn in many a side, including my own. The flash on the previous models could be modified via special apps to function as a flashlight, which was just unbelievably convenient. The flashes on the Mogul & TP1 have saved me from countless broken necks while fumbling in the dark. I got quite used to having a flashlight at my fingertips 24/7, so I was understandably confused, frightened, and angry(lol) when I found that the TP2 would have no flash.
Butt- I have found a readily available, extremely cheap remedy! Readers, if you guys don't have a Hastings where you live, A. I pity you cause Hastings is awesome. B. If you don't know what Hastings is, it's a huge Borders-esque store that sells new & used movies & books, and also offers magazines, coffee, free wi-fi, and random doodads. All kinds of neato stuff can be found there.
Behold! The Lümpod! A tiny, stick-on LED flashlight for cell phones. Yes, I bought 2 cause I have 2 phone cases :P
PROS:
*Incredibly Cheap. $2.99 at Hastings(you can order it at Hastings.com & several other websites if you don't have any stores in your area).
*Very bright dual LEDs. Lights a dark room right up.
*The LEDs have a 30,000 hour life span. That means you could keep them lit for 3 & a half years before they burn out, so basically this device will last forever with normal usage
*4 colors- black, white, silver & pink.
*Very strong 3M adhesive- will NOT fall off.
*Replaceable batteries. Not a "throwaway" product.
*Does not use your phone's battery(major plus, since using the camera flash used to eat battery like no one's business).
*Makes you look even nerdier :)
CONs:
*Adds slight bulk. If you already think the TP2 is too big(I don't, it could be bigger, IMO), you may wanna skip this.
*You have to hold the button to keep the light on(but that's kinda good cause it won't get accidentally turned on in a purse or pocket)
*Big con- Makes your phone kinda wobbly if you lay it on it's back.
*Feels kinda wonky when texting.
*Makes you look even nerdier :(
Anyway, just thought I'd share this in case nobody has seen these. I know a lot of you TP2 users are really wishing for your flashlights back & this is as close as we're gonna get for a while.
Butt- I have found a readily available, extremely cheap remedy! Readers, if you guys don't have a Hastings where you live, A. I pity you cause Hastings is awesome. B. If you don't know what Hastings is, it's a huge Borders-esque store that sells new & used movies & books, and also offers magazines, coffee, free wi-fi, and random doodads. All kinds of neato stuff can be found there.
Behold! The Lümpod! A tiny, stick-on LED flashlight for cell phones. Yes, I bought 2 cause I have 2 phone cases :P
PROS:
*Incredibly Cheap. $2.99 at Hastings(you can order it at Hastings.com & several other websites if you don't have any stores in your area).
*Very bright dual LEDs. Lights a dark room right up.
*The LEDs have a 30,000 hour life span. That means you could keep them lit for 3 & a half years before they burn out, so basically this device will last forever with normal usage
*4 colors- black, white, silver & pink.
*Very strong 3M adhesive- will NOT fall off.
*Replaceable batteries. Not a "throwaway" product.
*Does not use your phone's battery(major plus, since using the camera flash used to eat battery like no one's business).
*Makes you look even nerdier :)
CONs:
*Adds slight bulk. If you already think the TP2 is too big(I don't, it could be bigger, IMO), you may wanna skip this.
*You have to hold the button to keep the light on(but that's kinda good cause it won't get accidentally turned on in a purse or pocket)
*Big con- Makes your phone kinda wobbly if you lay it on it's back.
*Feels kinda wonky when texting.
*Makes you look even nerdier :(
Anyway, just thought I'd share this in case nobody has seen these. I know a lot of you TP2 users are really wishing for your flashlights back & this is as close as we're gonna get for a while.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
The worst thing about Christmas...
The holidays are the most wonderful time of the year. The crisp air is filled with joy & anticipation of the coming holiday. But there is a dark side of Xmas, a sad, disappointing side. Craptastic gifts.
The absolute worst part of the holidays is getting shitty presents. I don't mean cheap gifts, cause cheap gifts can be awesome, I'm talking about outright CRAPPY gifts. Gifts that say without words that the giver knows nothing about you and would rather just get you a generic nail clipper set from Wal-Mart than spend the time finding you something you would actually LIKE. When I was 12 my aunt Bobby got me a horrifying pink & black striped sweater that might have fit me back when I was 8. I got a Barbie doll from my grandma one year, and while it was a lovely doll, I didn't have much use for it at age 17. And I can tell my mom all year long what I want for Xmas, but come Xmas morning I will invariably receive $50 worth of shower gel & lotion. It is the BIGGEST disappointment. I'm all eagerly ripping open a gift with childlike joy, wondering what it could possibly be, only to find it's just lotion. And its not just my mom- her best friend gave me a bath set last year too! AAAARGH. It's getting harder & harder every year to pretend I like these horrible, thoughtless presents. The anticipation of more bath sets every year are turning me into a real Grinch. I may just try to steal Christmas this year if it will prevent my bathroom cabinet from having 10 more bottles of stuff crammed into it. I am still using up all the damn bath shit I got last year, I swear if I get even ONE bottle of bubble bath this year I'm gonna lose it. You will see me on top of a bell tower firing randomly. But hey, at least I'll SMELL GOOD! Yeesh.
The kicker is- most of the time, I have allergic reactions to this made-in-china crap. I'm scared to even use half the stuff I get cause I might break out with hives or itchy red rashes. Talk about adding insult to injury. Get me socks, get me underwear, get me a $5 gift card from a store I'll never shop at, get me an Emily Post etiquette book for Christ's sake- just get me ANYTHING but bath stuff, PLEASE.
People, put just a microsecond of thought into your gifts this year. Your recipients will love you for it.
The absolute worst part of the holidays is getting shitty presents. I don't mean cheap gifts, cause cheap gifts can be awesome, I'm talking about outright CRAPPY gifts. Gifts that say without words that the giver knows nothing about you and would rather just get you a generic nail clipper set from Wal-Mart than spend the time finding you something you would actually LIKE. When I was 12 my aunt Bobby got me a horrifying pink & black striped sweater that might have fit me back when I was 8. I got a Barbie doll from my grandma one year, and while it was a lovely doll, I didn't have much use for it at age 17. And I can tell my mom all year long what I want for Xmas, but come Xmas morning I will invariably receive $50 worth of shower gel & lotion. It is the BIGGEST disappointment. I'm all eagerly ripping open a gift with childlike joy, wondering what it could possibly be, only to find it's just lotion. And its not just my mom- her best friend gave me a bath set last year too! AAAARGH. It's getting harder & harder every year to pretend I like these horrible, thoughtless presents. The anticipation of more bath sets every year are turning me into a real Grinch. I may just try to steal Christmas this year if it will prevent my bathroom cabinet from having 10 more bottles of stuff crammed into it. I am still using up all the damn bath shit I got last year, I swear if I get even ONE bottle of bubble bath this year I'm gonna lose it. You will see me on top of a bell tower firing randomly. But hey, at least I'll SMELL GOOD! Yeesh.
The kicker is- most of the time, I have allergic reactions to this made-in-china crap. I'm scared to even use half the stuff I get cause I might break out with hives or itchy red rashes. Talk about adding insult to injury. Get me socks, get me underwear, get me a $5 gift card from a store I'll never shop at, get me an Emily Post etiquette book for Christ's sake- just get me ANYTHING but bath stuff, PLEASE.
People, put just a microsecond of thought into your gifts this year. Your recipients will love you for it.
Friday, December 11, 2009
Blah Blah Blah...
Do you have any weird talents?
I can sing opera like nobody's business. Not a WIERD talent per se, but a relatively uncommon one. I can hit every note & sing along perfectly to the Diva Dance from 5th Element(aside from the synthesized notes that aren't humanly possible to hit). In fact, that's my sing-along song of choice when I'm driving or blowdrying my hair :)
When was your 1st kiss?
14
Do you have a YouTube account?
yes
Last book you read for pleasure?
Norse Magic
What's your 4th txt message?
Something from Tiffany about going to the mall. How teenage-girl-in-the-80s huh?
What is your birthstone?
Garnet
In one word, how would you define yourself?
Wierd
Are your great grandparents still alive?
Just one :(
What is you favorite kind of ice cream?
Hmmm... pumpkin!
What do you like to do in your free time?
Nerdy stuff
Do you get along with your parents?
yes
Something you really need?
A steady job
What is the last TV program you watched?
Some BS about the civil rights movement on ID.
What are you wearing right now?
Pink PJ pants & a sweater.
What are you most looking forward to tomorrow?
My dad is taking the family out to dinner.
When you think of the rainbow, what pops in your head?
Gays, lol
Something you don't have any of:
um... warts? I dunno.
Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
Lots.
Are you afraid of the dark?
Actually, sometimes!
Whats worse, roaches or spiders?
Oh god, no contest. Spiders FTW.
How often do you redo your Myspace profile?
Not as often as I should. The layout has been glitched out for about 6 months now.
Do you ever want to get married?
Honestly? Not really.
How long does it take you to get ready to go somewhere?
10 mins
Would you rather be called hot, cute, or awesome?
Cute
Travel by bike or walk?
Bike
Play any sports?
Nope
Who knows you best?
My mom
Have you learned a new song lately?
Nope. Trying to learn Slavsya, Rus! By Arkona though.
Name one of your 2nd cousins:
Ryan
What would be the best gift ever?
Money
Do you have cancer or know someone who does?
No, thank Odin.
What is your current mood?
Nervous
Who do you admire?
People who aren't afraid to be who they are, political correctness be damned.
Are you photogenic?
Oh god, no.
Favorite food smell?
Baking bread, probably.
Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
Guilt
When is the last time you smoked weed?
Ugh. Jeff made me smoke some back in August. It was horrible.
What movie are you waiting to see in theatres?
NEW MOON!
Why did your last relationship fail?
He was abusive.
Have you played on the Wii yet?
Nope
Do you like Paramore's music?
I love them.
What is your favorite softdrink?
Dr. Pepper
Are you still a fan of Michael Vick?
That piece of shit is one "human" I could kill horribly and never ever feel an ounce of guilt.
Last time you puked?
Months ago
What do you think of politics?
IMPEACH OBAMA.
What is worse, physical or emotional pain?
Emotional.
What are your fetishes?
I am a sucker for furry blond long-haired Viking men :)
How often do you say the F word?
Only when I'm by myself or INCREDIBLY angry at someone.
Have you held hands with somebody in the past seven days?
Just Stinky(little sis)
Whats something you and your BROTHER have in common?
Our last name
Your ex calls you and tells you they hate you, your reaction?
Hang up & probably cry from sheer irritation.
Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
Lol, I don't like anyone.
Who were you last on the phone with?
My dad
What did you do today?
Took my mom's car to autozone for code diagnostics, helped her get the Xmas stuff down from the attic(terrifying, BTW), went to the store with her, and functioned as a human jungle gym for an overstimulated 6 year old.
Is there someone you will always be attracted to?
Yes
Do you miss anyone?
Yes
Mood right now?
Sleepy
Ever had your heart broken? and does it still hurt you?
Yes. It still bugs me sometimes.
Were you happier now or three months ago?
Now
Has anyone said they love you today?
Yes, Stinky came up & hugged me & said "I love you!"
What are you thinking about right now?
How I need to get some damn sleep.
Are you a different person now than you were five years ago?
Ohhhh yes
When's the next time you'll see your friends?
This weekend perhaps.
Are you afraid of falling in love?
No. It'll probably never happen again :/
Do you have a person of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Nope
Is it possible to be single and happy?
I'm living proof :D
Do you get scared during scary movies?
Depends on the movie. Mirrors scared me to death.
Have you ever had someone but you messed that up?
Many times.
When you're getting ready for something, do you listen to music?
Usually
Is anyone over protective of you?
My mom used to be.
Whose car did you ride in last?
Mom's
Are you happy?
kinda sorta
What's the last movie you saw in theaters?
Up
What/who woke you up this morning?
A wierd dream
Are you wasting your time on someone?
Not anymore!
Do you think about anyone before you go to bed?
I sometimes think about my ex.
Have you ever been to California?
Yeah, my sis lives there.
Does it bother you when people respond to a text with one word?
If it warrants more than one word, yes.
Do you enjoy going to school?
Yes
Do you have feelings for anyone?
No actually I don't.
Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
Never.
Would your parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
Lol only if I went back to my ex.
Do you think tomorrow will be a good day?
I have a reasonable expectation of such :)
What color are your eyes?
Kind of a dark amber, kinda like Catherine Zeta-Jones's. They have greenish rings so maybe they're dark hazel. You know- I have no freaking clue what color my eyes are :S
In the past week have you smiled?
Yes
How do you feel?
My boobs hurt.
Were you happy when you woke up this morning?
Ambivalent.
Is it okay to kiss people when you're single?
To a point, yes. If you're going around being a lip-whore, thats just gross.
Had anyone put there arms around you in the past 5 days?
Stinky did.
Will you regret your next kiss?
Most likely :/
Have you ever been asked out by someone you didn't want to date?
Many times. And I usually go out with them out of pity too.
Did you ever get caught passing notes?
I don't think so.
Were you smiling in the last picture taken of you?
No
What was the last song you listened to?
The aforementioned Arkona song
How late did you stay up last night and why?
5 am. No idea.
Are you close with your father?
yes
What was the last thing you drank?
tea
Do you think two people can last forever?
I'm gonna say no.
Could you go a month without cursing?
Yes
Are you a patient person?
No way.
Think a lot before you fall asleep?
To the point I can't fall asleep sometimes.
When was the last time you got a hair cut?
Gave myself a trim a few weeks ago.
Is your room clean?
Sort of
Do you eat ranch with your pizza?
Ew, no
Do you love anybody?
My family
Where is your biological father?
At home, zonked out.
Can you cook?
Yep
Where is your last bruise from?
I don't have any actually! Yay me.
What did you fear at night as a child?
I was deathly afraid of open closet doors. I would always see faces in the clothes. I still don't like closets. There's just something eerie about them.
Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
Both
Do you miss the way things used to be?
Yes, a lot.
How many kids do you want to have?
None, but maybe one or two if I find a good Berserker to have little blond babies with.
Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
I have before.
Would you go bungee jumping for $2000?
Yes, though I normally wouldn't do it.
When was the last time you totally broke down?
2 weeks ago.
Do you secretly like someone?
Hmm, no.
Would you ever pick up gum from the ground and eat it?
No way. Who the hell does shit like that?!
You're going on a roadtrip, what MUST you bring with you?
Phone, headphones, netbook, chargers, contact case & solution, clothes.
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
Yes, my family.
What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?
Best friendicle.
Is there someone you will never forget?
Several.
What is your favorite holiday?
Halloween or Yule
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
Nope
Are you listening to any music?
Nope
Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
Lol yes
Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
No
Have you ever hooked up with someone just to make someone jealous?
Lol no. Its not worth adding a notch on the bedpost just to make someone jealous.
Will this weekend be a good one?
Hopefully.
Have you ever fought with a friend because of their boyfriend/girlfriend?
Yes
Would you live with anybody on your top friends?
Probably. I could live with Gay Steve. He's tidy & has a kitty :)
Is there someone you can spend every minute with and be happy?
Stinky
Are you a jealous person?
Very
Is it usually easy for someone to make you smile?
Most of the time.
A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
Pants & sensible shoes.
What would you do if you received a long love letter?
Be annoyed but read it.
Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
yes, its idiotic.
Is your hair up or down today?
Down.
I can sing opera like nobody's business. Not a WIERD talent per se, but a relatively uncommon one. I can hit every note & sing along perfectly to the Diva Dance from 5th Element(aside from the synthesized notes that aren't humanly possible to hit). In fact, that's my sing-along song of choice when I'm driving or blowdrying my hair :)
When was your 1st kiss?
14
Do you have a YouTube account?
yes
Last book you read for pleasure?
Norse Magic
What's your 4th txt message?
Something from Tiffany about going to the mall. How teenage-girl-in-the-80s huh?
What is your birthstone?
Garnet
In one word, how would you define yourself?
Wierd
Are your great grandparents still alive?
Just one :(
What is you favorite kind of ice cream?
Hmmm... pumpkin!
What do you like to do in your free time?
Nerdy stuff
Do you get along with your parents?
yes
Something you really need?
A steady job
What is the last TV program you watched?
Some BS about the civil rights movement on ID.
What are you wearing right now?
Pink PJ pants & a sweater.
What are you most looking forward to tomorrow?
My dad is taking the family out to dinner.
When you think of the rainbow, what pops in your head?
Gays, lol
Something you don't have any of:
um... warts? I dunno.
Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
Lots.
Are you afraid of the dark?
Actually, sometimes!
Whats worse, roaches or spiders?
Oh god, no contest. Spiders FTW.
How often do you redo your Myspace profile?
Not as often as I should. The layout has been glitched out for about 6 months now.
Do you ever want to get married?
Honestly? Not really.
How long does it take you to get ready to go somewhere?
10 mins
Would you rather be called hot, cute, or awesome?
Cute
Travel by bike or walk?
Bike
Play any sports?
Nope
Who knows you best?
My mom
Have you learned a new song lately?
Nope. Trying to learn Slavsya, Rus! By Arkona though.
Name one of your 2nd cousins:
Ryan
What would be the best gift ever?
Money
Do you have cancer or know someone who does?
No, thank Odin.
What is your current mood?
Nervous
Who do you admire?
People who aren't afraid to be who they are, political correctness be damned.
Are you photogenic?
Oh god, no.
Favorite food smell?
Baking bread, probably.
Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
Guilt
When is the last time you smoked weed?
Ugh. Jeff made me smoke some back in August. It was horrible.
What movie are you waiting to see in theatres?
NEW MOON!
Why did your last relationship fail?
He was abusive.
Have you played on the Wii yet?
Nope
Do you like Paramore's music?
I love them.
What is your favorite softdrink?
Dr. Pepper
Are you still a fan of Michael Vick?
That piece of shit is one "human" I could kill horribly and never ever feel an ounce of guilt.
Last time you puked?
Months ago
What do you think of politics?
IMPEACH OBAMA.
What is worse, physical or emotional pain?
Emotional.
What are your fetishes?
I am a sucker for furry blond long-haired Viking men :)
How often do you say the F word?
Only when I'm by myself or INCREDIBLY angry at someone.
Have you held hands with somebody in the past seven days?
Just Stinky(little sis)
Whats something you and your BROTHER have in common?
Our last name
Your ex calls you and tells you they hate you, your reaction?
Hang up & probably cry from sheer irritation.
Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
Lol, I don't like anyone.
Who were you last on the phone with?
My dad
What did you do today?
Took my mom's car to autozone for code diagnostics, helped her get the Xmas stuff down from the attic(terrifying, BTW), went to the store with her, and functioned as a human jungle gym for an overstimulated 6 year old.
Is there someone you will always be attracted to?
Yes
Do you miss anyone?
Yes
Mood right now?
Sleepy
Ever had your heart broken? and does it still hurt you?
Yes. It still bugs me sometimes.
Were you happier now or three months ago?
Now
Has anyone said they love you today?
Yes, Stinky came up & hugged me & said "I love you!"
What are you thinking about right now?
How I need to get some damn sleep.
Are you a different person now than you were five years ago?
Ohhhh yes
When's the next time you'll see your friends?
This weekend perhaps.
Are you afraid of falling in love?
No. It'll probably never happen again :/
Do you have a person of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Nope
Is it possible to be single and happy?
I'm living proof :D
Do you get scared during scary movies?
Depends on the movie. Mirrors scared me to death.
Have you ever had someone but you messed that up?
Many times.
When you're getting ready for something, do you listen to music?
Usually
Is anyone over protective of you?
My mom used to be.
Whose car did you ride in last?
Mom's
Are you happy?
kinda sorta
What's the last movie you saw in theaters?
Up
What/who woke you up this morning?
A wierd dream
Are you wasting your time on someone?
Not anymore!
Do you think about anyone before you go to bed?
I sometimes think about my ex.
Have you ever been to California?
Yeah, my sis lives there.
Does it bother you when people respond to a text with one word?
If it warrants more than one word, yes.
Do you enjoy going to school?
Yes
Do you have feelings for anyone?
No actually I don't.
Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
Never.
Would your parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
Lol only if I went back to my ex.
Do you think tomorrow will be a good day?
I have a reasonable expectation of such :)
What color are your eyes?
Kind of a dark amber, kinda like Catherine Zeta-Jones's. They have greenish rings so maybe they're dark hazel. You know- I have no freaking clue what color my eyes are :S
In the past week have you smiled?
Yes
How do you feel?
My boobs hurt.
Were you happy when you woke up this morning?
Ambivalent.
Is it okay to kiss people when you're single?
To a point, yes. If you're going around being a lip-whore, thats just gross.
Had anyone put there arms around you in the past 5 days?
Stinky did.
Will you regret your next kiss?
Most likely :/
Have you ever been asked out by someone you didn't want to date?
Many times. And I usually go out with them out of pity too.
Did you ever get caught passing notes?
I don't think so.
Were you smiling in the last picture taken of you?
No
What was the last song you listened to?
The aforementioned Arkona song
How late did you stay up last night and why?
5 am. No idea.
Are you close with your father?
yes
What was the last thing you drank?
tea
Do you think two people can last forever?
I'm gonna say no.
Could you go a month without cursing?
Yes
Are you a patient person?
No way.
Think a lot before you fall asleep?
To the point I can't fall asleep sometimes.
When was the last time you got a hair cut?
Gave myself a trim a few weeks ago.
Is your room clean?
Sort of
Do you eat ranch with your pizza?
Ew, no
Do you love anybody?
My family
Where is your biological father?
At home, zonked out.
Can you cook?
Yep
Where is your last bruise from?
I don't have any actually! Yay me.
What did you fear at night as a child?
I was deathly afraid of open closet doors. I would always see faces in the clothes. I still don't like closets. There's just something eerie about them.
Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
Both
Do you miss the way things used to be?
Yes, a lot.
How many kids do you want to have?
None, but maybe one or two if I find a good Berserker to have little blond babies with.
Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
I have before.
Would you go bungee jumping for $2000?
Yes, though I normally wouldn't do it.
When was the last time you totally broke down?
2 weeks ago.
Do you secretly like someone?
Hmm, no.
Would you ever pick up gum from the ground and eat it?
No way. Who the hell does shit like that?!
You're going on a roadtrip, what MUST you bring with you?
Phone, headphones, netbook, chargers, contact case & solution, clothes.
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
Yes, my family.
What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?
Best friendicle.
Is there someone you will never forget?
Several.
What is your favorite holiday?
Halloween or Yule
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
Nope
Are you listening to any music?
Nope
Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
Lol yes
Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
No
Have you ever hooked up with someone just to make someone jealous?
Lol no. Its not worth adding a notch on the bedpost just to make someone jealous.
Will this weekend be a good one?
Hopefully.
Have you ever fought with a friend because of their boyfriend/girlfriend?
Yes
Would you live with anybody on your top friends?
Probably. I could live with Gay Steve. He's tidy & has a kitty :)
Is there someone you can spend every minute with and be happy?
Stinky
Are you a jealous person?
Very
Is it usually easy for someone to make you smile?
Most of the time.
A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
Pants & sensible shoes.
What would you do if you received a long love letter?
Be annoyed but read it.
Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
yes, its idiotic.
Is your hair up or down today?
Down.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Apple can screw off with their BS.
I'm sick of all these goddamn iPhone commercials that act like basic features or network capabilities are somehow SO EXCLUSIVE to the iPhone. I just saw a commercial that advertised how you can be on a call & surf the web at the same time on the oh-so-holy iPhone. Guess what- that's a network-wide GSM capability! Has NOTHING to do with the iPhone!!! Gah!
All this $#@%ing iPhone worship seriously raises my blood pressure. My freaking Nokia from 5 years ago had MMS, but the iPhone just got it. My damn Treo from 4 years ago had cut & paste. iPhone just got it. I am simply astonished by how many people get taken in by the propaganda & think the iPhone is the greatest phone ever. It's like worshipping a RETARD that finally learned to read.
All this $#@%ing iPhone worship seriously raises my blood pressure. My freaking Nokia from 5 years ago had MMS, but the iPhone just got it. My damn Treo from 4 years ago had cut & paste. iPhone just got it. I am simply astonished by how many people get taken in by the propaganda & think the iPhone is the greatest phone ever. It's like worshipping a RETARD that finally learned to read.
More boring survey shit :/
You going to be one hundred percent honest?
Ja.
Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs?
Absolutely. No question. Unless they're prescribed to me.
What are you wearing on your feet?
Purple nail polish
Last dream you had:
Don't remember
Has the opposite sex ever written you a poem?
I think so. Gay lol...
Was last night enjoyable for you?
Yes, I dyed my hair & watched I, Robot.
What is the first letter of the last name of the last person you kissed?
W
Do you change your phone background a lot?
Almost daily
How's your heart lately?
Strong
If you were being chased by an alligator, what would you do?
Pounce on it, and hold its jaws shut.
Do you want to tell someone how you feel?
I already did. The tirade contained much profanity too.
Ever gave a really long apology?
Yes. Though I have since rescinded it.
Where do you think your best friend is right now?
I don't have a best friend, unless you count my phone. She's right next to me :)
Has anyone told you they don't ever wanna lose you?
Yes, then he called me a fat stupid whore. So he lost me.
Think back to the summer, who did you like?
Define 'like'. I liked Matt, he was a good friend.
Who was the last person you high fived?
Myself :(
Whats the last thing that made you smile?
Tam Hanna inviting me to join the review staff at TamsPalm.com
Will you be in a relationship next month?
Most likely not.
Would you rather take a relationship really slow or really fast?
Slow
If someone is interested in you right now, would you like them to tell you?
Yes
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
10-11
Is your best friend pissing you off at this exact moment?
N/A
Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
My chair
Who slept in your bed with you last night?
Nobody, thank Odin.
Has anyone ever called you a bitch?
Why yes
Will you be a strict parent one day?
The strictest
Can you go in public looking like you do?
Always. I have no pride.
Are you currently looking for a significant other?
Not really
How did you get your last bruise?
I walked into a table corner.
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
My kitty, who is now Jeff's kitty :/
Would you hug the last person you hugged again?
No
Name something that made you frown today?
Being too poor to buy the extended battery cover that I need for my Diamond.
Do you have anything that belongs to a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I think so. I have part of Jeff's tooth. I keep it for black magic :)
Who was the last person you had an argument with?
My mom
Has anyone ever bought you a ring?
yes
Who was the last girl you talked to?
Oh gosh... I don't really know any girls. Oh wait- Michelle from PPCGeeks.
Look at your nails; Do they need to be cut?
Just cut 'em tonight.
What was the last thing you watched on the TV?
Aqua Teen Hunger Force
Do you own a pair of slippers?
Several
Where was your default picture taken on myspace?
The OU Motel. I lived there for a month just for shits & giggles.
Do you think love is overrated?
VASTLY.
Where did you kiss the last person you kissed?
My driveway
Was anyone there to see you kiss them?
Don't think so
Is there something you want to say to someone but can't/won't?
I bite my tongue a lot cause I'm a strong advocate of politeness.
Is there snow on the ground where you are?
No :(
What is keeping you warm right now?
The heater
Do you think it's cute when a boyfriend/girlfriend gives a random gift?
Yes
Is there someone who always makes fun of you?
Not that I know of. Better not be...
How far away is the last person you kissed?
15 miles or so.
Has someone ever told you that they would be with you forever?
Yes, my ex
What is your favorite color shirt to wear?
Black or burgundy
What was the first thing you thought this morning?
Damn, I gotta pee!
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
Yes, if my partner is not a dumbshit.
Who was the last person you rode in a car with besides family?
Jeff
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
My dog
Did you have a good day yesterday?
I suppose so
Is it a hard time for you?
yes
How are you doing in school?
N/A
Are you dating the person you currently like?
No
Who is your best friend of the opposite sex?
Don't have one
Have you ever slept on the floor with someone you liked?
Yes. Wasn't worth it.
Do you still talk to the person you fell the hardest for?
Not willingly
Who is your last text from?
Jeff
Have you ever slept in the same bed with the last person you kissed?
used to live with him, so yes.
Does someone like you right now?
Probably
What is sitting next to you?
My phone
Do you have a bad temper?
I do, but I control it well
Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
Irrelevant
Were you happy when you woke up?
Neutral
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
My dad
Ever made someone cry?
Yes
Who's bed did you sleep in last night?
Mine
Ja.
Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs?
Absolutely. No question. Unless they're prescribed to me.
What are you wearing on your feet?
Purple nail polish
Last dream you had:
Don't remember
Has the opposite sex ever written you a poem?
I think so. Gay lol...
Was last night enjoyable for you?
Yes, I dyed my hair & watched I, Robot.
What is the first letter of the last name of the last person you kissed?
W
Do you change your phone background a lot?
Almost daily
How's your heart lately?
Strong
If you were being chased by an alligator, what would you do?
Pounce on it, and hold its jaws shut.
Do you want to tell someone how you feel?
I already did. The tirade contained much profanity too.
Ever gave a really long apology?
Yes. Though I have since rescinded it.
Where do you think your best friend is right now?
I don't have a best friend, unless you count my phone. She's right next to me :)
Has anyone told you they don't ever wanna lose you?
Yes, then he called me a fat stupid whore. So he lost me.
Think back to the summer, who did you like?
Define 'like'. I liked Matt, he was a good friend.
Who was the last person you high fived?
Myself :(
Whats the last thing that made you smile?
Tam Hanna inviting me to join the review staff at TamsPalm.com
Will you be in a relationship next month?
Most likely not.
Would you rather take a relationship really slow or really fast?
Slow
If someone is interested in you right now, would you like them to tell you?
Yes
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
10-11
Is your best friend pissing you off at this exact moment?
N/A
Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
My chair
Who slept in your bed with you last night?
Nobody, thank Odin.
Has anyone ever called you a bitch?
Why yes
Will you be a strict parent one day?
The strictest
Can you go in public looking like you do?
Always. I have no pride.
Are you currently looking for a significant other?
Not really
How did you get your last bruise?
I walked into a table corner.
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
My kitty, who is now Jeff's kitty :/
Would you hug the last person you hugged again?
No
Name something that made you frown today?
Being too poor to buy the extended battery cover that I need for my Diamond.
Do you have anything that belongs to a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I think so. I have part of Jeff's tooth. I keep it for black magic :)
Who was the last person you had an argument with?
My mom
Has anyone ever bought you a ring?
yes
Who was the last girl you talked to?
Oh gosh... I don't really know any girls. Oh wait- Michelle from PPCGeeks.
Look at your nails; Do they need to be cut?
Just cut 'em tonight.
What was the last thing you watched on the TV?
Aqua Teen Hunger Force
Do you own a pair of slippers?
Several
Where was your default picture taken on myspace?
The OU Motel. I lived there for a month just for shits & giggles.
Do you think love is overrated?
VASTLY.
Where did you kiss the last person you kissed?
My driveway
Was anyone there to see you kiss them?
Don't think so
Is there something you want to say to someone but can't/won't?
I bite my tongue a lot cause I'm a strong advocate of politeness.
Is there snow on the ground where you are?
No :(
What is keeping you warm right now?
The heater
Do you think it's cute when a boyfriend/girlfriend gives a random gift?
Yes
Is there someone who always makes fun of you?
Not that I know of. Better not be...
How far away is the last person you kissed?
15 miles or so.
Has someone ever told you that they would be with you forever?
Yes, my ex
What is your favorite color shirt to wear?
Black or burgundy
What was the first thing you thought this morning?
Damn, I gotta pee!
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
Yes, if my partner is not a dumbshit.
Who was the last person you rode in a car with besides family?
Jeff
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
My dog
Did you have a good day yesterday?
I suppose so
Is it a hard time for you?
yes
How are you doing in school?
N/A
Are you dating the person you currently like?
No
Who is your best friend of the opposite sex?
Don't have one
Have you ever slept on the floor with someone you liked?
Yes. Wasn't worth it.
Do you still talk to the person you fell the hardest for?
Not willingly
Who is your last text from?
Jeff
Have you ever slept in the same bed with the last person you kissed?
used to live with him, so yes.
Does someone like you right now?
Probably
What is sitting next to you?
My phone
Do you have a bad temper?
I do, but I control it well
Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
Irrelevant
Were you happy when you woke up?
Neutral
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
My dad
Ever made someone cry?
Yes
Who's bed did you sleep in last night?
Mine
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Cause I don't have anything relevant to say tonight...
1. Where is your phone?
On the left arm of my chair
2. Your hair?
Just past my shoulders, layered, light/medium brown
3. Your Mom?
One of my heroes. At their house right now probably.
4. Your Dad?
My biggest hero. In the garage working.
5. Your favorite meal?
Pineapple Thai fried rice
6. Your last dream?
I honestly can't remember!
7. What do you like to drink?
Tea(hot and cold) & Dr. Pepper
8. Your dream?
To find true happiness.
9. In what room are you?
My bedroom.
10. Your hobby?
Forum lurking, Windows Mobile nerdery, nail polishing.
11. What are you afraid of?
Fire, water, and spiders, in that order.
12. Last travel?
Memphis, Tenessee in August.
13. Where were you last night?
At home.
14. Something you are not?
Tolerant. And I am quite proud of this fact actually. Tolerance is just a politically correct mask for a weak constitution.
15. Muffins?
Mmmmm, blueberry...
16. Wishlist?
32 gig micro SD card, New Motorola S9s, an even smaller netbook(I have a 10.1 inch Acer right now, I'd like an EEE or something 8-9 inches. LOL OMG did I just write that?), a turbo for my car, a 500gb HD for my lappie, and the cheap chinese iPhone knockoff that runs Windows Mobile, purely for the WTF factor.
17. Where did you grow up? Wisconsin, Texas, and Oklahomo.
18. Last thing you did? Defragged my memory card.
19. What are you wearing? Tank top & homer simpson PJ pants
20. Your television?
An ancient blurry RCA tube from the pawn shop. She works though!
21. Your pet(s)?
I grouchy chihuahua, Nika.
22. Your friends?
All online. None in real life, sadly :/
23. Your life?
many mistakes made, but not over yet.
24. Your temper?
Usually pretty calm, but I definitely have my buttons.
25. Do you miss someone?
Yes.
26. Your car?
05 Dodge Neon SRT Design. Poppy red & damn sexay :)
27. Something you don't bring with you?
I usually leave my laptop at home.
28. Your favorite shop?
Nature's Treasures in Midwest City, OK. Awesome little witchy shop.
29. Your favorite color?
Purple.
30. Last time you laughed?
15 mins ago.
31. Last time you cried?
Today. I had to rub Bag Balm on my chapped eyelids too, damnit.
32. Your best friend?
Don't really have one :(
33. A place where you can go again and again?
Barnes & Noble.
34. Facebook?
Really damn boring! I really don't get the hype.
35. Favorite place to eat?
Outback Steakhouse or Red Lobster.
On the left arm of my chair
2. Your hair?
Just past my shoulders, layered, light/medium brown
3. Your Mom?
One of my heroes. At their house right now probably.
4. Your Dad?
My biggest hero. In the garage working.
5. Your favorite meal?
Pineapple Thai fried rice
6. Your last dream?
I honestly can't remember!
7. What do you like to drink?
Tea(hot and cold) & Dr. Pepper
8. Your dream?
To find true happiness.
9. In what room are you?
My bedroom.
10. Your hobby?
Forum lurking, Windows Mobile nerdery, nail polishing.
11. What are you afraid of?
Fire, water, and spiders, in that order.
12. Last travel?
Memphis, Tenessee in August.
13. Where were you last night?
At home.
14. Something you are not?
Tolerant. And I am quite proud of this fact actually. Tolerance is just a politically correct mask for a weak constitution.
15. Muffins?
Mmmmm, blueberry...
16. Wishlist?
32 gig micro SD card, New Motorola S9s, an even smaller netbook(I have a 10.1 inch Acer right now, I'd like an EEE or something 8-9 inches. LOL OMG did I just write that?), a turbo for my car, a 500gb HD for my lappie, and the cheap chinese iPhone knockoff that runs Windows Mobile, purely for the WTF factor.
17. Where did you grow up? Wisconsin, Texas, and Oklahomo.
18. Last thing you did? Defragged my memory card.
19. What are you wearing? Tank top & homer simpson PJ pants
20. Your television?
An ancient blurry RCA tube from the pawn shop. She works though!
21. Your pet(s)?
I grouchy chihuahua, Nika.
22. Your friends?
All online. None in real life, sadly :/
23. Your life?
many mistakes made, but not over yet.
24. Your temper?
Usually pretty calm, but I definitely have my buttons.
25. Do you miss someone?
Yes.
26. Your car?
05 Dodge Neon SRT Design. Poppy red & damn sexay :)
27. Something you don't bring with you?
I usually leave my laptop at home.
28. Your favorite shop?
Nature's Treasures in Midwest City, OK. Awesome little witchy shop.
29. Your favorite color?
Purple.
30. Last time you laughed?
15 mins ago.
31. Last time you cried?
Today. I had to rub Bag Balm on my chapped eyelids too, damnit.
32. Your best friend?
Don't really have one :(
33. A place where you can go again and again?
Barnes & Noble.
34. Facebook?
Really damn boring! I really don't get the hype.
35. Favorite place to eat?
Outback Steakhouse or Red Lobster.
The best & worst of 2009
2009 was probably second only to 2005 as the worst year of my life.
The worst:
Wasting almost a year of my life dallying with a guy that is absolutely not good for me at all.
Another year without going to school or keeping a steady job.
I quit talking to all my friends again just for that jealous guy who nearly ruined my life.
Borrowed a ton of money from my parents that I will be paying back for a long time.
The best:
I got an almost new car that has not yet broken down!
I got a Touch Pro 2.
I really got to know myself this year, I now know what I want from life & how to go about getting it.
Got a new computer.
I realized what's really important in life. Family, good friends, and self-pride.
I realized what's NOT important- GUYS.
I will be going to school probably in a few months.
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The worst:
Wasting almost a year of my life dallying with a guy that is absolutely not good for me at all.
Another year without going to school or keeping a steady job.
I quit talking to all my friends again just for that jealous guy who nearly ruined my life.
Borrowed a ton of money from my parents that I will be paying back for a long time.
The best:
I got an almost new car that has not yet broken down!
I got a Touch Pro 2.
I really got to know myself this year, I now know what I want from life & how to go about getting it.
Got a new computer.
I realized what's really important in life. Family, good friends, and self-pride.
I realized what's NOT important- GUYS.
I will be going to school probably in a few months.
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