Yet another reminder of why I avoid being friends with other women...

Tonight I was reminded yet again of why 99.9% of my friends are male. Cause girls are NUTS.

Some months ago, my former best friend & I tried rekindling our friendship. It ended in 07 over her finding out that I dated her ex for like a week back in 2001. They were broken up at the time, and he & I got along really well so we got together. Yes, it was a bad idea & I felt so horrible about it that I broke it off after a week even though I really liked him. She found out 6 years later & flipped out. All of a sudden I'm a mega-whore & the worst human being in the world. She literally told EVERYONE who would listen all about it. Added little twists to the story, like how I plotted to steal him the whole time & how I tried to break them up. Haha, NO. I tried to keep them TOGETHER. I was the one that both of them called whenever they'd fight & I was the one who sorted out their damn problems & tried to get them to STFU & get along. She turned all our friends against me, including people I knew before she even joined our circle of friends. It didn't matter that one, no- TWO of her friends had dated one of MY long-term boyfriends, oh no, or that she herself had had a romantic relationship with one of my BFs(and she never bothered to tell me about it when he tried to hit on her when he & I were still together!). *I'M* the slut because she had KIDS with the guy. Oh, you didn't know that if a guy knocks you up that means he's yours forever even when you break up? Yeah, I must have missed that memo too. Oh, won't somebody PLEASE think of the children?! Screw you guys, fuck the children. I apologized out the ass, but it did no good. De-friend.

Anyway, a few months ago she messaged me on facebook, saying she wanted to be friends again. I was like 'cool!'. RE-friend. So we try to be friends again & all seemed to be going well. Until the other day, when I made the grievous mistake of friending some random dude on Facebook, one of her friends from her profile, simply because he seemed pretty cool. Had NO idea that they were secret fuckbuddies, and that adding him was going to stir up ALL THIS BULLSHIT & result in her deleting me & spreading a bunch of lies about me to all our friends yet again. Apparently this guy emailed her to brag that I friended him, so of course she assumed I was out to 'steal' him. Um, no, he honestly just seemed nice! De-friend again.

According to the hysterical rant that one of our mutual friends posted on MY profile tonight- I had a partial birth abortion at 5 months even though I'm a right wing anti-abortion nutjob(not true- I've never had a PBA, I'm an Independent, & I'm pro-choice),and I specifically go after married men. Yeah, I did sleep with a married man once. BEFORE I FOUND OUT ABOUT HIS F*CKING WIFE!!!!!

With friends like these, who the hell needs enemies? At least my enemies are up front with me, they don't smile at my face & then talk shit behind my damn back. Good riddance, you catty bitches.

GUYS have never done this to me. GUYS have never schemed and gossiped behind my back. GUYS don't dwell on shit from 9 goddamn years ago & still talk about it like it was yesterday & never forgive me for ONE SINGLE STUPID ASS MISTAKE THAT I'VE APOLOGIZED FOR A MILLION TIMES EVEN THOUGH THEY & THEIR WHORE FRIENDS DID THE SAME FUCKING SHIT TO ME.

No offense to any girls who read this who are NOT bitchy, 2-faced cunts. If you're one of the few girls on this planet who's actually NOT completely fucking crazy, then I salute you.

Either learn english or quit @#$%ing calling me.

It seems like every time I get a new phone number, the first couple months with it are spent running off all the Mexicans who won't quit calling me looking for their damn friends. Last time on Sprint, my number had been previously owned by 'Michelle', who- judging by all the perverts that called me day & night talking dirty in spanish- was some sort of hispanic hooker. It was a solid 6 months before the calls & texts that began with "Hola mami!" tapered off. After a while I just started telling them that the dumb bitch was DEAD just to shut them the hell up.

Now, there's one guy with an out of state number who's called about 6 times in the past week & a half. I answer, IN ENGLISH, and he starts rambling in spanish. I say loudly & clearly, "I'm sorry sir, you have the wrong number" and hang up. But the idiot keeps calling!!! You'd think that by the 2nd or 3rd time you call your 'friend' and get a strange english-speaking chick on the other end, you'd put 2 & 2 together & deduce that hey- I might just have the wrong damn number! Oh no, not my little *amigo*. He's a persistent little bugger! He just KNOWS his friend is on the other end somewhere & he will only take si for an answer.

I was trying to catch a few ZZZ's in my car on my lunch hour today, when my little illegal buddy decides to call again. I answer, he starts rattling off in spanish as usual, and I say(very firmly, might I add), "NO. STOP. Sir, you have the WRONG NUMBER. Goodbye!" and hangup. 30 seconds later- he CALLS BACK!!! I lost it. Without waiting for him to say a word, I yell "QUIT FUCKING CALLING ME!!! YOU HAVE THE WRONG DAMN NUMBER!!!" and hang up. I guess his English skills finally kicked in after that, cause he didn't call back again. Sorry if it seems 'mean' or whatever, but I've had enough of this shit. I've tried to politely let him know multiple times that he had the wrong number but he wouldn't listen. If this asshole would take the time to learn the language of the country he's living in, he would understand that he's got the wrong damn number. Shit like this is why I hate illegal immigrants. Here's a novel idea- if you wanna live here so bad, why not come here legally, learn our language, and contribute to society? Hell, if MY family can do it, so can you! Shit.

Also, I'd like to thank the burrito-eating buttmunch who had my number prior to me for signing up for that lovely 'joke of the day' text-messaging service that I get to pay for now! I discovered a nice little $9.99 monthly charge on my bill a week ago. WTF. Thank Odin that T-Mobile is staffed by kind, understanding people or else I may not have been able to get that charge credited back.

So, off I go to the T-Mobile store, to plead my case for a benevolent rep to waive the $15 fee to change my goddamn number. Stupid Mexicans. I'm just gonna start saying horrible, offensive things in Spanish whenever they call.

Introducing... my new baby!

So last saturday I finally got myself an HTC HD2. Radio Shack had it for $150, and they offered me $142 in store credit(a program I had NO idea even existed, but will use from now on!) for my Touch Pro 2. I didn't wanna give it up, but an HD2 for $8 was simply too great a deal to pass up. Oh, how I have pined and drooled over this phone and now it's finally mine. MY PRECIOUS!!! Okay, enough of that shit. Lets get serious here.

I figured I'd do a quickie review of it just in case anyone cares or actually reads my damn blog. I'll be comparing it to my last phone, the Touch Pro 2, since that was the most awesome phone EVAR until I got this one.

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Teh awsum...

The CPU.

The TP2 had a 528 mhz ARM processor that got the job done, but lagged at times. The HD2 has a 1ghz Snapdragon processor that kicks SO much ass it makes me wanna vomit in joy. This phone is snappier than a sorority girl's chewing gum. No more video lags!


The screen.

The TP2 had a 3.6 inch screen, which was very nice but had issues with 'oil spots' and dead pixels. On mine I think I counted 25+ dead pixels. The HD2 has a 4.3 inch screen which made me orgasm in my pants on first sight of it. It's bright, crisp, clear, and godlike. Pictures and videos look AMAZING. No dead pixels either! This screen is so huge in fact that the HD2 can *almost* be classified as a small tablet PC with phone capabilities.


No more "wake-up" issues.

The TP2 had serious issues with not waking up when you press the power button. It was a widespread issue, present over every ROM & carrier. No wake-up issues at ALL on the HD2! Yesssss.

No more answer delays either.

Every other Pocket PC phone I've ever had has been on Sprint, which is CDMA. They have all had issues where I was not able to answer the phone without serious delays or having it go straight to voicemail. It had something to do with the data connection not dropping properly when the call came in, or something like that. My phone would ring, and I'd hit answer over & over again and SOMETIMES it would answer but most of the time it'd go to VM & I'd have to call them back. This might just be a CDMA issue, but it is no more an issue with the HD2. My calls pick up instantly. Thank god. I was sick of calling people back & explaining that I TRIED to answer but my damn phone glitched out.

The camera. Oh god, the CAMERA!!!

*Homer-drool* HTC finally got a camera right on the HD2. I have never had a PPC phone with a good camera before. My Mogul's & TP1's were OK, the TP2's sucked, but they were all intolerably slow to launch & take pictures. It used to take me a good 45 seconds to launch the cam & take one pic. Not anymore. I have the camera mapped to my left homescreen soft key, and it now takes me roughly FIVE SECONDS to hit the home button, launch the camera, and snap the picture, even with all the settings set to auto & even if the flash goes off. The HD2 has a 5mp camera, and the pictures it takes are simply SUPERB. Crisp, clear, bright colors, etc. The camera on the HD2 is so good that I've actually begun leaving my digital camera at home. I have a lovely little Samsung 8mp camera that I used to tote around everywhere cause my phone cams all sucked so bad, but I no longer need to carry it everywhere anymore.

And... THE FLASH!!!

Thanks HTC, for bringing back the flash! And it's a kickassed flash too, dual LEDs with a built-in flashlight app. Awesome.


No more overheating.

The TP1 had a severe overheating issue, and the TP2 had a bit of a heat issue too. No heat issues with the HD2. Now, it can get warm if I use it a lot while charging it, but that's the extent of it. I can listen to streaming internet radio for 2 hours at a time & it stays cool. I can be on the phone for hours also & it stays cool then too. WIN.

New power button location.

Huzzah! They moved the power button from the top of the device to the 'end' button! Much easier to turn on if you have small elfin hands like I do. It used to give me a hand cramp to have to palm my TP2 & reach up top with my index finger to hit the power button. I've been wanting them to move it to the end key for years now. Hellz yes.

Ample onboard memory.

With 512mb of ram & 1gig of onboard memory, you will never experience low ram messages or have to install another app to your storage card ever again.


The stock T-Mobile ROM is quite good!

Only once before have I ever actually LIKED a stock ROM, and that was with my Mogul. The T-Mobile HD2 has probably the best stock ROM I've ever used. I went ahead & unlocked it & tried a few custom ROMs anyway just for shits & giggles, but I ended up back with the stock ROM cause it was just better, plain & simple. Minimal bloatware, lightning fast, does everything I need it to do. Love it. But then again, T-Mobile is well-known for being the least invasive cell carrier(probably because they're a European company, and Europe is famous for the L.I.T.H.A. approach to cell-branding), injecting the least amount of crap on their phones. Unlike Sprint & Verizon, who practically rewrite the whole damn OS to advertise themselves.

Build quality.

The TP2 had great build quality, don't get me wrong, but the HD2 feels like a work of art in my hand. It's just beautiful. It has a tempered glass screen with an aluminum body. At least I think it's aluminum, the battery door is for sure though. It's solid but not too heavy, and feels very "rich". The screen is supposedly totally scratch resistant too, there are videos on Youtube of people trying to scratch up the screen to show how tough it is(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NcEaehKWr2s), but I still use a screen protector cause I'm just paranoid like that. There are some sharp edges on this phone though, on the camera & by the earpiece. LOL in fact, you could probably grate cheese on the earpiece.


Comes with a case!

HTC packaged a black silicone skin case with the HD2, which I think is just awesome. These are the kinds of cases I normally buy anyway, and having something to protect it while I'm waiting for my purple eBay cases is really nice. Kudos, HTC.

It comes with a 16 gig card!!!

How freaking cool is that?! And the card is preloaded with both Transformers movies too. Nerdgasm.

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And what's not quite as groin-grabbingly awesome...

The battery life is not quite as good as the TP2's.

The HD2 has a 1230 mAh battery, which I find bafflingly small for such a high-powered device. Now, it does do OKAY. I can get through a full day with no problems unless I'm at work streaming Stars Radio all day, in which case I have to go charge it in my car during lunch or else I'd be outta juice by 3 or 4. I do think the CPU must manage power better than the older 528-ers, cause I can't imagine why HTC would downgrade the battery so drastically otherwise. BUTT- you can find 1600mAh batts on eBay for $9.99, which is almost 400mAh more than stock & should be more than adequate for most people including this nerd.

New micro-USB port.

This isn't necessarily a BAD thing per se, it just annoys me to have to buy a new car charger cause all my previous phones were mini-usb.

The capacitive screen.

Never having had a device with a capacitive screen before, I did not know what to expect with one. It's a HUGE learning curve coming from a resistive screen. It's neat to be able to shut the iTards up by showing them that they're not the only ones who can pinch & zoom anymore, but a capacitive screen is harder to use. I used to type with my nails & had no issues flying along with the onscreen keyboard on my TP2. In fact, I was so good at it that 95% of the time I didn't even use the slide-out KB to type texts & emails. Now, I don't have a choice but to use a screen keyboard, and with a capacitive screen I have to type with the pads of my fingers. Typo city. With Finger Keyboard & the 'decrease screen sensitivity' hack, it's workable, and I AM getting better, but I still stand by my prior assertions that resistive screens are easier to use. Resistive screens operate off of pressure, you can actually see the stylus indenting on it if you watch as you tap. Capacitive screens work off the conducted electricity in your skin, which is why stylii won't work with them. They DO have capacitive stylii, but they're specially made to carry the charge from your flesh to the screen & are not very accurate. Also, if my hands are cold or very dry, it messes with my screen taps. I find myself licking my fingers a lot if I have trouble tapping a link or whatever. There is a visible grid of dots on the HD2's screen at certain angles. This does not bother me, it's just the capacitive matrix, but I've read some reviews where whine-bags bitched about it so I figured I'd mention it.

Still no d-pad.

*sigh* I'm beginning to abandon my hopes of ever owning another device with a d-pad, trackball, or joystick.


Speaker quality.

Its... not very good. The TP2 sounded FANTASTIC, but the HD2 is somewhat lacking in the speaker dept. Loud sounds on the speaker are very distorted & tinny sounding. I'm really hoping HTC comes out with a fix for this. I'm pretty sure its mostly software-related because the distortion transfers over to the headphones if the volume is up all the way, and the SRS WOW cab seems to help. Maybe a new sound DLL is in order...? damn my lack of coding ability!

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That's all I can think of to yak about for now, I'll update if I think of anything else to rave or bitch about.

kabuk1's verdict- I LOVE THIS PHONE!!!!!

This is by far the best phone/PDA/secret lover I have ever had. It pleases me in ways I didn't even know I could be pleased. This will most likely be the last device released with REAL Windows Mobile, so get it before MS fucks everything up with Windows Diarrhea 7. I dumped Sprint to get this phone, and I do not regret it one bit. I can easily see myself using the HD2 for years to come.

Throw Grandma from the Train! Or, alternate title- Why I Believe in Assisted Suicide.

I am 100% for assisted suicide for the elderly & infirm, for one main reason. And that reason is- my grandmother. She's a prime candidate for assisted suicide. She's 90 years old, incontinent, and has full-blown dementia. My mom had the brilliant idea to move her down here from Wisconsin, and boy howdy is she regretting it now. Nearly every day my mom has to mop up puddles of piss, or clean SHIT off of grandma's hands because she craps herself & starts playing with it. Her dementia is so bad that she has no idea who any of us are anymore, except for my mom. She shuffles around the house, talking to people who aren't there all day long. She gets belligerent & violent, and one time she even threw a book at my dad. She scares the hell out of my baby sister, the poor kid hides under the table most of the time now.

My mom is miserable & stressed out all the time, and snaps at everyone now. She's trying to get me to forgo my job search to 'babysit' grandma during the day & I told her I might do that, maybe when HELL FREEZES OVER. I babysat her once, and she thought I was my aunt & started yelling at me cause I couldn't understand what the hell she was saying. She speaks a wierd dialect of Russian & Croatian, and only my mom & aunt can understand her. And my mom got all pissed off at me earlier tonight cause I told her there's no fscking way I'm gonna come over & change Grandma's diaper every day. Hell no I'm not doing that shit! I feel bad for my mom & I'd love to help her, but frankly that old lady terrifies me & I'm not gonna get stuff thrown at me or get yelled at & pissed on.

Sorry, I know it sounds terrible, but my mom didn't ask anyone else if it was ok to move Grandma in. Not me, my dad, or my sister. She just brought her down & moved her in, not caring if we liked it or not. None of us asked for this & now my mom thinks she can just EXPECT us all to put our lives on hold. Sorry mom, but no. It does not work that way.

So we're looking for a reasonably-priced nursing home to put her in now, cause she needs 24 hour care & supervision. I cannot believe my mom actually thought she could do this on her own.

Assisted suicide NEEDS to be legal, like NOW. People like my Grandma should not be forced to linger on like that. She's been saying for years now that "god forgot about her", and how she wishes she would just die. I've already told my mom that when SHE gets like this, I myself am gonna throw her into a bog. And she thanked me! NOBODY SHOULD HAVE TO LIVE LIKE THAT!!! And nobody should have to spend their middle age wiping their elderly parents' butts.

C'mon Obama- do something worthwhile & legalize euthanasia.

April Fool's!

Or not... I hate April Fool's day. I will not be posting any stupid shit about how I've realized that I'm really a lesbian liberal who intends to vote Obama back into office in 2012, or any other idiotic A.F. day 'jokes'. I hate April 1st with a passion. I hate visiting all my favorite blogs & websites & seeing some stupid crap posted in lieu of real content. I hate that shit. No offense to anyone who enjoys pulling April Fool's internet pranks- but it's not funny, it's not clever, it's just stupid.

I play pranks all year long, and you should too. Don't confine them to one day when everyone else is playing pranks too.

Now I remember why I quit hanging out with girls.

Cause they're a bunch of critical, catty, mean bitches. I frequent Jezebel.com every day. I like the articles on there and I often lend my opinions & feedback via the comments area. However, I am seriously considering deleting my bookmark. Why? I have never seen so many radical, hateful women anywhere else in my entire life, and they're ruining the site for me. The unwritten code of conduct at Jezebel is thus:

1. Love Obama or GTFO.

2. Jezebel is only for radical leftists, so everyone else GTFO.

3. Hate all men or GTFO.

4. Never, EVER make any statement that could be construed as even remotely conservative, or else you are a racist, woman-hating piece of shit who needs to go die. (seriously- a BLACK WOMAN could get on there & say she doesn't love Obama & she'd be labeled a self-hating racist. And don't even think about disagreeing with abortion. I'm pro-choice but I said once that I don't like partial birth abortions & I got shit for that.)

5. Never, EVER express your opinion unless it matches the rest of the 'Jezzies' opinions(IE- unless you're a extreme leftist, keep your opinions to yourself).

Yes, I'm conservative. I'm not ashamed. I'm an Independent conservative who thinks that Obama is a @#$%ing idiot who's ruining this country. I'm also pro-choice and a feminist. I think women can & should do whatever the hell men can do. But I guess I'm not feminist enough for the other commenters on Jezebel, cause nearly everything I say gets picked apart. It's REALLY starting to piss me off, and I'm having a hard time holding my temper around those bitches anymore.

This kind of bullshit is why 99% of my friends are guys. And the few chicks I do associate with are manlier than my guy friends. My best girl friend can out-fart my best guy friend, for example. Any women out there who are not catty, snide, hateful professional victims? Lets see some hands.

Girly survey

Just to dispel your growing suspicions that I'm a butch gayelle...
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1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?

If they're honestly being sweet, yes.

2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?

Ew, short for sure. I hate poofy dresses.

3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?

Read it.

4. Group dates or single dates?

Both.

5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?

I hate when ANYONE does that. It makes me wonder if I really know them at all.

6. Are diamonds a girl's best friend?

No, I dont like diamonds. Now, ancient Dragon's Breath glass, THAT's a girl's best friend. Well, a nerdy medievalist-girl's best friend anyway...

7. Is your hair up or down?

Always down. Too short to put up yet :/

8. Do you straighten your hair?

Yep. I have the worst hair texture, its straight in parts, wavy in parts, and curly at my nape. AND its thick & takes ages to straighten. I hate hate hate it. I recently hacked most of it off. I have considered shaving it totally bald & just wearing wigs more than once!

9. Whats your favorite girly magazine?

I hate to admit that i like the gossip rags like Us & people. Theyre random & have bright colors to keep my attention, lol...

10. What's your favorite mascara?

I dont think I have one anymore. It used to be Love My Eyes Protein Mascara, but the last time I bought a tube it flaked off my lashes all over my cheeks. Right now I'm using this double-ended purple/black mascara from Physician's Formula. I like it but its like 9 bucks :(

11. Do you get your nails done?

No. I have never set foot in a nail salon, I always do them myself. I mostly just paint my natural nails(like every day, too many wonderful colors to choose from!), but I occasionally do acrylics. Not often though, cause I really don't like the feel of fake nails, they're a PITA to take off, & you can't scratch with them!

12. Small or large purses?

I wish i could carry a cute small one, but i cant, i need my stuff :-(

13. In your purse, what are your must haves?

Wallet, phone, Compact + various makeups, packets of truvia(cause im allergic to aspartame), spare phone battery, knife, mini-brush, hand sanitizer, mini-bottle of clear polish, nail file, clippers, tweezers, and way too damn much perfume. Currently I'm sporting an purse-size atomizer of L De Lolita Lempicka & a full-size Demeter Cinnamon Bark. And once my latest ebay order arrives, you can add a mini-bottle of Thierry Mugler Alien to that mix :) I was carrying a full size Max Mara Le Parfum, but I'm kinda over that one now so I took it out. Over did that one alllll winter long. Yeah I'm a total perfume whore, I can't help it. There's just something so magical about scents. A scent can trigger so much- memories, emotions, etc.

14. Jeans or skirts?

Both. Depends on my mood.

15. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that's uncomfortable?

Normally no, unless it just looks insanely hot.

16. Do you text message a lot?

You would expect me to say yes since I'm a phone addict, but I really don't.

17. What would you do if you got pregnant?

A year ago I would have said I'd 'nip it in the bud', but now I'd definitely keep the baby. I'm starting to feel the urge to be a mommy, which is just wierd as shit. I kind of want a little boy :S

18. What's your favorite color?

Purple.

19. Heels or flats?

Flats, or low heels. Heels and the clumsy do not mesh well.

20. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?

Not unless someone's dying or whatever. The only love story I cry at is The Crow.

21. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?

I did today. I just don't care anymore, lol...

22. Walmart or Target?

WalMart. I dont go to Target unless I need something that only they carry. I like saving money.

23. Do you wear collared shirts?

No. I have no neck & my hair is at a length where it just tucks into a collar & looks wierd.

24. Do you like preppy boys?

Some of them are cute, but their attitudes are often less cute.

25. Are you spoiled?

I dont think so. I usually get what I want but I dont stomp my feet & hold my breath if I don't.

26. Do you think lip gloss is the best?

I love gloss. I have chronically dry lips so gooey lip gloss is a lifesaver.

27. Do you own any big sunglasses?

Yep. In fact my coworker once told me I looked like lady GaGa in them, heh...

28. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?

15-20 mins.

29. Do you like to wear band aids?

Only if I have a cut...

30. Do you like skater boys?

Yes, they're adorable :)

31. Do you wish there is something you could change about you?

My weight. Everything else I can deal with.

32. Gold or silver?

Silver.

33. Do you like to receive flowers?

No, I cant stand watching them die.

34. Do you like surfer boys?

Yes. No shirts & long hair, can't go wrong!

35. Do you dress up for holidays?

Only if I'm going to a christmas party or something.

36. Do you like to wear dresses?

Sometimes, if theyre awesome & make me look skinny, lol...

37. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?

2. I understand men prettywell, which is why I'm still single.

38. In the last 48 Hours have you hung out with a guy?

Does at work count?

39. Do you wear lipstick?

Sometimes, but usually its just Carmex or gloss. Lipstick has too much smear potential. MAC has 2 that I wear regularly though- Intricate & Bubbles. Both pale, shimmery, and sheer.

40. Would you date a guy shorter than you?

Absolutely. Though I would be hard pressed to find one. I'm like 5 foot half an inch.

43. Do you like to hold hands?

Sometimes, usually not though. I like having my hands free.

44. What is the youngest you would date?

I don't like to go more than a year or 2 younger, but I could be persuaded to date someone as young as 21 if I really liked him.

45. What is the oldest you would date?

I'd say 55. But I'd make exceptions for David Bowie & Christopher Walken :D

46. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?

Their teeth & hands. If either are gross, then no chance.

47. Is it hot when guys are sweaty?

Ew, no. I hate sweat.

48. What is the best possible feature in a boy?

Nerdiness. Seriously.

49. Do you like making eye contact?

No, I hate it. I have a form of high-functioning autism that makes me kind of shy, and eye contact freaks me out. I compensate by staring at people's mouths when they talk.

50. Do you ever picture your wedding dress and wedding?

Not really. I've never been one of those girls that sits at home & dreams about her wedding. I'd like a medieval wedding though, if I ever get married.

52. Would you kill for chocolate?

Not unless I was starving to death.

53. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?

HAHA. No.

54. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?

Ehhhh, 7. Depends what I'm shopping for. Usually its more frustrating than fun.

55. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite shows?

Only if they're new episodes.

56. Do you yell a lot?

Nope. Only if you're yelling at me, then I'll drown your ass OUT.

57. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?

I did at Hitachi, but not anymore. Oh, how I miss Hitachi :(

58. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?

A few times, I'll admit.

59. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?

LOL I used to.

60. What makeup could you not live w/out?

Concealer, powder, lip gloss, nail polish, and perfume.

61. Do you fall in love easily?

I used to, but I've been hurt so many times that I fear love now.

62. Do you have cramps?

LOL not at the moment, but whenever I get my period...

63. Do you consider yourself pretty?

Not really. I never have. I'm average, passable.

64. Do you think guys will open this, even though it says girly questions?

Probably. Nosy fuckers.